[Verse 1]
Hard to find the motivation just to open my eyes
Days glide over my head and time flies
Takes all of my will just to turn on a light
Facebook window still open, just minimized
Fuck pride, society says to take it all in stride
But I'm the only person currently living this life
Therefore, I'm the only one who really understands it
Internet surfing, stalk your page like a bandit
I really miss ya, of course I'm staring at your picture
Call me weird, crazy, freak, I'm a unique kind of mixture
But not the type to jump right into the "Mrs. and Mr."
Quite the opposite, attachement's against my personal scripture
'Specially when my feelings can go from a roar to a whisper
One day I'm feeling you and the next I'm feeling your sister
Nah, I'm kidding, but today, I really can't resist ya
Tomorrow might be different, but for now you're my elixer

[Chorus]
I wouldn't move on to new things
If you and me were still together like some shoe strings
Now I'm back and forth with you on all these mood swings

Yeah (X3)

But this is really how I do things
You're on and off my mind throughout my daily routine
Now I'm back and forth with you on all these mood swings

Yeah (X2)

[Verse 2]
Some days I wake up feeling like a hit-and-run victim
Hangover without a trace of alchohol in my system
Praying to the Lord and his infinite wisdom
That I get my mind off you, I'm still stuck in this prism
And your departure always served as the perfect cataclysm
Got me putting myself through all of this mental masochism
Now I'm staring at your picture on my laptop screen
Blasting Kid Cudi, trying to reinact a scene from our first kiss
Mr. Rager playing in the background, you always said it was your favorite
Can't forget that none of my songs were on your playlist
But I never cared 'cause your loving was contagious
But here's what's outrageous
I can wake up tomorrow feeling fine
Write a chapter for a novel or a couple rhymes
And not even think about you once
I can bounce back with this hit, but she'll still pack a punch
nah mean

[Chorus]
I wouldn't move on to new things
If you and me were still together like some shoe strings
Now I'm back and forth with you on all these mood swings

Yeah (X5)

But this is really how I do things
You're on and off my mind throughout my daily routine
Now I'm back and forth with you on all these mood swings

Yeah (X4)