[Verse 1]
This burning feeling in my chest
I don't know what it is, but if I had to guess
I would say it was anxiety, except much stronger
I feel it all the time, all of the time
Can't stress that enough, it starts so abrupt
From the moment I wake up
All the way through my futile attempts to fall asleep
It won't ever release
No end in sight, can't look foward to peace
Is it gonna mean something in the end?
Shit, who am I doing this for anyway? Can't even pretend
That I'm not scared, because I need this
And now my friends are thinking that I'm elitist
Because I'm always working and always on my own
But I'm an only child so I've always been alone
I like it better this way
It makes the fantasy more authentic
I need it to be real, my desire is relentless

[Chorus]
No letting go of my fantasy
Total control of my fantasy
Need to escape to my fantasy
Here is taste of my fantasy

Leaving a world of insanity
To the last place where perfect exists for me
It exists for me

[Verse 2]
Will I ever be good enough?
Fuck the answer to that question
'Cause if I let it, it'll turn into an obsession
They say they want you to be yourself but they can't handle the real you?
Yo man, how are we supposed to feel you
When you're always whining and complaining on your songs?
My fault, I thought I was being real all along?
Nah, I already crossed that bridge...and burned it
Now I'm gonna take what's mine, I earned it
Fuck what you gotta say, I worked to hard
Trying to fit all of my feelings into 16 bars
You can't tell me nothing, with colorful lungs, I breathe art
I've been running on empty, consider this a recharge
I can only survive with one foot outside of reality
You want in my world, you have to have the same mentality
Left all this madness so I could start my own
I created this world, this is where I belong, there's

[Chorus]
No letting go of my fantasy
Total control of my fantasy
Need to escape to my fantasy
Here is taste of my fantasy

Leaving a world of insanity
To the last place where perfect exists for me
It exists for me

That's why there's

No letting go of my fantasy
Total control of my fantasy
Need to escape to my fantasy
Here is taste of my fantasy

Leaving a world of insanity
To the last place where perfect exists for me
It exists for me